it sucks being the a**hole

I hate it. Walking into class and transforming myself into an anal a**hole.

It sucks that your ex-students are excited to see you after one year, but you can't reciprocrate by sharing with them how equally excited you are, because you have to keep a straight face and be an anal a**hole.

It sucks that your ex-students has to see you being so fierece for the first time. It sucks to pick on your ex-students whom you know behaved well in the past, but not now.

It sucks being the anal a**hole.

But like a bitter pill. If I don't do this, I'll suffer in future lessons managing the class. And so would their learning.

But I'm glad that they know why I'm doing it. And manage to share our excitement outside of the classroom. :D. They've indeed grown and matured.