goodbye

that's my last sms that i've initiated.
goodbye to the 3 of you.
i have been guessing, wondering, deciphering for too long.
wondering if it is something that you all want to have or not.
wondering what's next.
yet i could never get a clear answer from you all.
if it is a no, say so. why make it so ambiguous for me.
i have to guess from your behaviour, your actions, your words, which contradicts all the time.

i've decided to follow my gut feel.
take the most painful route for me,
and goodbye.


it aren't easy for me.
especially when nothing inside has changed or will change.
but, i guess this is what the 3 of you wanted.


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