if you were to die now

if you were to die now, and look back at your life, what are the things that make you think "it's a good life", and what are the things that make you think "i should have done it the other way"?

I should have done it the other way:
- take the momentum to lose more weight in NS *stares at tummy and sigh
- appreciate my father more while he was still around
- spent more time with Cedric, Jia Hui, Ming Feng and gang.
- learn Hainanese while i was still young and sponge-like brain

It's a good life
- great friends whom i could count on and have fun
- great kids (yes xiao hui, they will always be my kids, regardless of age. they made me feel what it was like to be like a parent, and as long as they come to me, they will always be my kids, and i'll be their mentor.)
- great seniors who guided me and taught me many things
- great juniors whom showed me things i didn't see and gave me a chance to past knowledge to them
- great family (extended as well)
- great teachers who mentored and nutured me
- great schools who gave me great teachers, experiences and opportunities
- great experiences.

I guess if i were to die now, other than worrying about my mother, I wouldn't have any regrets.

No i'm not suicidal. I'm just reflecting upon my life to see if I'm going in any path that may add on to the "regrets" list