a little regret

Looking at the people who joined FWOC, i felt a little regret that i didn't apply to join this year. so many of the people in hall, whom i want to work with, learn from, get to know better and hopefully, be closer friends are in fwoc. doesn't help when what i've been anticpating for this holiday (i.e go back to for relief teaching) isn't quite confirmed now.

but i guess it all goes back to fate. either i'm fated to know them through other means, or not to know them at all. or i'm destined to know another gorup of people instead.

then again, like i can get into fwoc in the first place. :P