of superficial people and disillusions

It's not something I would want to be right about, but some people just have to prove it to me.

I have branded one guy in floor as a highly superficial person in terms of relationship. His hellos and "concerns" always give me the impression that he's doing it just to go through the motion and that he's not really concerned at all. I have decided to ignore this person for the past month, as I hate wasting my energy on superficial people. Well, I hope I'm wrong.

During FYF supper, I commented on how pixalleted the pictures of the gifts look. That guy, who did it, was asking me if I know anyone in the block who knows how to do it properly. JK interrupted, saying that I'm the one who knows how to do it. To think that he exclaimed "yanjie knows photoshop meh?"

If this skill of mine is dormant, I don't blame him. However, it is the very reason why I'm always up late in the night, not sleeping - churning out designs after designs. That's also the reason why I have to use QY's computer during our first few weeks in Hall to do up DnD stuff so that I can't be around and you can ask this straight in my face "Why you so phantom?"

It's almost 1 AY. You don't even know what one of your more visible neighbours (literally) is good at, even if he has told you about it a few times? How not to think of you as superficial?

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On a unrelated note, about disillusions,
there are 2 kinds of response one can have when they are faced with bad things
either they can be aware about it and pre-empt it so as to guard their ideals,
or be disillusioned and let it shatter their ideals.

Sometimes, the mangos ripen fast, not because they want to,
but because they have learnt that they didn't ripen fast enough in the past,
that caused them not to appreciate somethings,
before it was too late.