paradoxes in my life

just realised the paradoxes in my life

I'm a relief teacher, but also a student.
I'm the youngest at home, but I have a younger brother.
I have yet to reproduce, but I feel like a parent.
I do not have a spouse, but I have kids.
When I punish my kids, why do I feel more pain and hurt?
I am physically tired, but I've never felt more alive.
I have problems expressing in words, but I'm a Arts and Social Sciences student.
I stay on campus, but I take an hour plus to travel to school for my lessons.

weird things which is an experience that I actually enjoy. :D