went to the canteen at 1pm searching for lunch. What I found instead were my bros, waiting for one of them to finish his coursework. Rare of them to stay back - cause they are always the one who leave school first.

Had a nice chat with them. It doesn't revolve around school work - it doesn't revolve around geography - it doesn't revolve around exam.

It felt good. I felt closer to them.
Just like what it always has been.

I didn't find my lunch.
But I found something I appreciate more.

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Didn't intend to go to school tomorrow as it is marking day.
Turns out they are taking the department photo tomorrow,
and my boss says that I must be there to take photo with them.
So nice of her, to take photo with a bunch of collegues,
whom I learnt a lot from, had so much joy working with,
sadly, most of us are going our own separate ways at the end of this year.
I wonder if I would get to take photo with my special classes too?
Then again, I'm not their form teacher or co-form teacher.

Boss told me that my plans to have lessons didn't pass those residing in Mount Meru in my school. So after this week, I wouldn't have any formal lessons with them.I guess I have to find another way to give them my last lesson.
I don't want my last lesson with them to be about how horrible they did for their end of years, how much they have dissapointed me, how much I hope they have learnt their lesson etc.

I want it to be a lesson about life.
I want to say goodbye properly.
I want to tell them,
I still love them, despite the dissapointment,
and how special they are to me.