collision

here i am at a point in my life wondering what do i want to do for the next 10-20 years. what kind of a teacher will i be, and how it will affect my personal life. do i want to give up certain things from one side for the other? if so, will it last long? is it sustainable?

strangely, although all that happened only in my mind, people around me start asking me the same matters - as to what kind of teacher i would want to be, my personal life, and especially, my love life?!?!?! friends, ex-colleagues, kaks, jies, hallmates, and even one of my di asked me "when are you getting a girl friend?" for a moment, i thought chinese new year visiting came early.

perhaps because of my age, i take it for granted that there is always a next time. for now, i'll keep to 可遇不可求 .

besides, i have other priorities in my life right now.