post #300
i don't usually keep track on the number of posts i have. until just now, when i realised that this is my 300th post.
what can i say.
i moved to here towards the end of 2006. it chronicled my views on certain issues, my hall life, and my time with my kids and dis. looking back, all it is surreal to see how my view of hall life change. it is amusing to read about my time with my kids and dis, and realise how foolish i am sometimes. of course, those brought back a lot of good old memories.
one of my friend commented, that i'm thinking way beyond my age. frankly, i feel like i'm beyond my age too. somehow, i feel old. every time i think about my kids and dis, the image of them when they were sec 2 will always appear in my mind. then i realise it has been almost 2 years, and it past like that without me really feeling it. and then i feel old.
then i think about my ex-colleagues. i understand that one of my ex-colleague is leaving the school. reason? i'm not sure. but i just don't get it why he has to leave them when they are going to take their o's in a few months time. what's so urgent? if he's really leaving the school for what i think the reason is, i wouldn't be able to find the heart in me to forgive him.
and another ex-colleague of mine has tendered in her resignation. such a waste, that such a wonderful teacher who is ever so caring and committed to the kids have decided to leave the service, due to the circumstances - the very same circumstances that caused the exodus.
unknowingly, half a year is about to zoom pass me. before i know it, dis and kids are done with their o'level exams and they move on with life.
and then it will soon be my turn to enter the service.
will i persist on? i dunno. i want to, but realities, are difficult to say. the worse is that i join the dark side.
post #300. seems like it's very much the same crap that has been repeated and repeated over and over again in this blog.
what can i say.
i moved to here towards the end of 2006. it chronicled my views on certain issues, my hall life, and my time with my kids and dis. looking back, all it is surreal to see how my view of hall life change. it is amusing to read about my time with my kids and dis, and realise how foolish i am sometimes. of course, those brought back a lot of good old memories.
one of my friend commented, that i'm thinking way beyond my age. frankly, i feel like i'm beyond my age too. somehow, i feel old. every time i think about my kids and dis, the image of them when they were sec 2 will always appear in my mind. then i realise it has been almost 2 years, and it past like that without me really feeling it. and then i feel old.
then i think about my ex-colleagues. i understand that one of my ex-colleague is leaving the school. reason? i'm not sure. but i just don't get it why he has to leave them when they are going to take their o's in a few months time. what's so urgent? if he's really leaving the school for what i think the reason is, i wouldn't be able to find the heart in me to forgive him.
and another ex-colleague of mine has tendered in her resignation. such a waste, that such a wonderful teacher who is ever so caring and committed to the kids have decided to leave the service, due to the circumstances - the very same circumstances that caused the exodus.
unknowingly, half a year is about to zoom pass me. before i know it, dis and kids are done with their o'level exams and they move on with life.
and then it will soon be my turn to enter the service.
will i persist on? i dunno. i want to, but realities, are difficult to say. the worse is that i join the dark side.
post #300. seems like it's very much the same crap that has been repeated and repeated over and over again in this blog.
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