whatever happened to

i used to tell myself not to make this mistake - jumping to conclusions without understanding my kids' point of view. instead of scolding, reasoning would be better.

yet today i did that to the ones dearest to me, my dis.

was a total jerk to them today. i even think that one of them is "sick" to avoid me checking his work today.

i'm sorry my dis. so what if i'm doing it out of worry, out of concern. it doesn't justify or mean that i have to be a jerk like what i was.

i know you all forgive me. but i can't forgive myself.