gah

i hate it.

to 'suan'  you for any complaints you make.

to attach labels like "whining" to your words,

to be curd and saying things like "you don't want to do it? fine! it's your grades!"

it hurts di.

it hurs to do these to you all.

i'm worried i'm straining you,

i'm worried that i'm compromising on your other subjects

but you're simply too far behind time.

you have so much to catch up.

perhaps that's the price you have to pay for not listening to my advice,

and perhaps this is the price i have to pay for giving too much trust to you.

please listen this one last time.

please please please wake up.

it's the last chance already.

if you don't do it, there is no 2nd chance.

only regrets.