"if you love us so much, and so interested in us graduating, why did you choose to leave?"

i was taken aback when this line came out as i re-watched "dangerous minds"(yeh, those nice-white-lady-feel-good-movie) 

though you all didn't ask me this question, some of you still ask why i leave. because my kids, and my dis,  i know that the person taking you guys will love you all more and will help you all graduate a lot better. and i'm sure you guys will love her a lot more too. what you guys have blogged so far about your first lesson with her, simply confirmed what i knew. :)

i miss you all a lot. so many mornings i wish i was in the classroom with you all. so many nights i wish i was marking your work or preparing your lessons. so many times i look at the photos and wish i could talk to you all. but your future, is more important, than these sedimental feelings.

whatever dreams i have, of seeing you guys to your graduation, to be there to take your o'level results with you, are just dreams i guess.

damn it. i miss you all a lot. and i love you all.