somewhere over the brickwall

i've just climbed over the last brickwall. frankly, it wasn't just persistence - i had the luck and fortune to have so many people helping me. thank you all, for giving me chance and helping me, even though it doesn't really affect you. thank you so much

something is wrong today. i miss my dis and kids a lot. the date is nearing. somehow i'm becoming more and more unsure if i'm doing the right thing by going back.